An Excerpt From my Novel (Of when Kabir was Low on life)

"There is always a REASON for things not working up. For the trailed off projects. For the people who didn't make it to your present. There is a REASON for everything. Search the REASON and put it in your LITTLE EXTRA this time.....You got something better in the box..."...:)

and destiny made us meet again.....

...and then we decided to break up....i was sad until destiny made us meet once again after 6 months on a beautiful November evening...there was 'lil moisture in the air and the aroma of sweet corn was all around the pathway( at waves). Coincidentally we got hit at "Archies". There was mum for split seconds and our eyes got glued to each other , bringing back  each other  to "reality"  we shared a "weak" smile ( fictitiously, i guess)  and shook hands like strangers as if we have never been known to each other....:)

                                                                  

I was surprised, it hardly mattered me. The "emotions" were "numb". With a 'lil discomfort  we exchanged  a few words. Though i went to "Archies"  for "no-purpose", but now i was in dilemma whether to continue my "no-purpose" thing there or to have an extempore session with her.

We decided to stroll (  w/o holding hands :)). We tried "talking" to each other but managed  very few sentences and  then we realized that things have "changed" now. They were the same people who never used to fell short of stories to tell each other and now are finding "words" to accompany the "stroll" ...

      

Everythng was goin ryt until she opened an issue from the "past"  and then we had an argument (yet again, yet another, a good one) ( cant remember the issue....i never do ). Unable to search that"love" once again( lost long before);we discovered another agenda to fight....that period of 6 months couldn't change us (even a bit) , more it has made me hollow from inside. That innocence is no more now , am un flinching, am stronger.

"Thank u" for making me so strong. U didn't "kill" me , u made me "stronger" n i guess "wot doesn't kills u makes u more stronger".... my evening was screwed  big time n so was my mood....Again...."we met ,we fought"...n then i realized that the decision of parting was never wrong.......with turbulent thoughts i headed towards "Landmark" (alone).....

Focused with time....

The way u used to say "okay".....the way u used to say "bye".......the way i used to turn back & the way u used to"cry".....n then i used to notice,my walk used to cease...u used to stood there still....coz it was my turn to give a kiss....the way i used to say "sowie"....the way those teary eyes u used to say plz stay...m gonna miss u days......now no more those days no more those nights.....Now m headstrong....m stern...m focused....focused on better things with time.....:)