Wednesday 17 August 2011

She is Around ! She is Around !....Fuck!!! She is Around.......:o :o


‘Wont it be too despo approaching her?... The wisdom strikes again but the high self-esteem issues were gone for a toss….and what am I supposed to tell her?..that like your gleaming face, I like the aroma of your sweet girlish perfume, I like your How-good-is-engineering lecture, I like the whole of you. This is not happening dude and I haven’t fallen for her or anything of that sorts. I just like her for her projections. Just projections and nothing else and that’s not something to be specifically told.’

An Excerpt From my Novel (Of when Kabir's Dad was being difficult)

‘Dad….I don’t want to become an over depressed IIT student jumping off the campus roof to get over equations and expectations. My expectations from my life are different than your expectations from my life and they can’t be similar every time. I owe my life to myself and I don’t wish to wake up one morning fretted and haunted by the semester majors.'

Monday 15 August 2011

An Excerpt From my Novel (Of when, they had just started...)


I loved it when she smiled.
The atmosphere was slowly getting slogged by contemporary music with some added grooves and alcohol. The floor starting getting clogged by couples freakishly boogying and swaying on loud numbers as if they were demon possessed. The place was slowly getting heaven. This was the time when nobody cared who groped and who fondled. Everything around was mild unconscious.
Devanshi deposited herself in Sid’s arms. The laughter was turned into hushed smiles and the voices were below audible range. Just for their beloveds to listen. I looked around to catch a glimpse, the air was evenly spread. People were either dancing to the beats or were waffling with their beloveds. Environment was getting cozy with every ray of dipping sunlight.
Alcohol has magical effects. This was not the first time I had discovered it.......

Minutes later..

The grip of her palm at my shoulder was getting tighter with every second sending jitters down my spine. She looked kind of lost for some moments. She was looking down and even I wanted to avoid the stare. Things were getting a little cozier than expected. Our bodies were sluggishly performing to and fro pattern. I couldn’t remember any other step of ball. It was okay for me until it takes her to be so close to me. Again she looked so beautiful. She looked good either ways once when she was around once when she was not. She was breathing a little heavily than usual. I could hear it. Her hand which was on my shoulder was now circling around my neck. The space for the air between us decreased.
She looked up to me and shared a weak surrendering smile.
I couldn’t do much than smiling back gently.
Was that alcohol? But it was just one Breezer that she had.
Whatever it was but the Sunday had its worth now........

She raised herself up to my ears and whispered. ‘If in case you think that this is out of Alcohol then you are mistaken Kabir. You just make me feel good. You are a good company. This is the proper way of dancing with your girlfriend at the ball. Learn it for future.’ She said laughing, dropping the embrace she left the floor.
Why didn’t she go on a little longer? No surprises. That was a typical girl doing. When boys actually start feeling good, they come up with their sadistic idea of throwing them back to the reality.
‘I LOVE DANCING KAVYA.’ I bellowed from the floor wavering towards the couches.
‘Done sweetheart. You learn properly and then we’ll dance again.’
I hate her. Hate her for not dancing. I like dancing. I had started liking dancing.....





An Excerpt From my Novel (And then life was no more the same!!)

Back then When "Orkut" had just saw the lights of the Day and "Facebook" was Still a string of codes, when there were no Random friend Request and no Fake profiles, there lay a story of a Juvenile boy and a girl with a winsome Smile...Who just joined the social networking coz everyone around them was doing it without actually getting a wind of what actually they are letting themselves in....And then Life was No more the same!!!!!

The start of the Mushy-Puppy-Love...The unlike, unexpected, never-been Kabir.

Least bothered about his ACADEMICS and FRIENDS ,crawling away from Snooker, his FIRST LOVE..and Getting close to a girl with a WINSOME SMILE who is short on talk with others these days...they are busy celebrating TOGETHERNESS...busy with each other...more with every DAY..more with every SECOND....they are having the TIME of their LIFE...:) Smiles!!!

An Excerpt From my Novel (Of When, Kabir and Kavya were remembered of the old days)

"Those useless campus strolls and that killing time lavishly at the dais.. Catching juniors and making them sing her favorite song. Those evening drives with splashing beer out in the air. Those midnight chatting sessions followed by missing the first lecture in the morning...." Kabir was missing something more than this......:)

An Excerpt From my Novel (Of a morning, just before Kabir's match)

"When after an year of separation and just when he had started believing that he had finally moved on, he woke up one morning smiling to a dream.She was adjusting his Bow-tie.Just as it happened a year before, before his first match.The dream was followed by continuous fits of smile at regular intervals. He again failed to conclude;whether it was a fling or was a serious thing, whether he has muvd on or still lingering, of which he had no answers ever.."